On 11/4/2017, I had tickets to see @gavindegraw in Miami. It was the first concert of his I was taking Scarlett to. We only saw about 45 minutes of the show. .
I was late for the show because the afternoon was spent in the ER, learning I was having a #miscarriage. I almost didn't go at all. But Gavin is my #favorite and I didn't know when I'd get another chance to take her to see him, especially in such an intimate setting. It was a good distraction for the devastation I felt. .
I already had a baby, but that only lessened the blow slightly. You see, when you learn you're pregnant and you want children badly, any loss is a heartbreak. Because from the second you see those two pink lines, your heart gets involved. .
I may try to catch one of these shows, if I can. I definitely would like to replace the memory of "the last Gavin show I went to". .
These sneaky little reminders show up all the time. A woman doesn't just suffer on the day she loses her #pregnancy. 💔 .
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