I'm that version of myself whom you cannot change...
Just a few days back I was a wreck. Maybe I was at the lowest version of myself but then that's not a thing to worry for me because I was lowest only in front of my mirror version. Only I knew that how much I got down.
Life just struck me hard and the next moment it felt like all the happiness faded but then the best part is that no one was the reason. I was the reason for myself. I thought I'll never be able to stand again but that's not life, we all have to fight, I cannot just give up like this. I stood up. I fought my inner self and changed it completely like the way I never thought of. And then I realized that now I'm at the best version of myself.
A curiosity inside me for certain things and people died. People die every day and we don't give a damn, so I didn't also give much importance when feelings died inside me. I started walking in and out of cinema halls and restaurants alone. It takes huge courage in doing this. I'm not that courageous but still did all that and now I'm a changed man.
Life took away many things from me, things which I once wanted the most and maybe today too I need them, but then what's the point of having all those when I don't want them even when I need them. It will take some time and tinkering but I know I'll sort out things like never before. I know I can and this is what my mirror version tells me. Being alone is never an issue for me now, I prefer to stay at home and write more than I wish to get out and party. No more apologies and forgiveness in life. These were the things of the past. Sometimes not going out but staying at home teaches you a lot, a lot more than anyone can teach you.
The world is a better place to live only if you learn to live for yourself. Don't cry in front of anyone, don't let anyone know that you're vulnerable and then you'll be the best version of yourself. Sometimes being the best for yourself is all that matters. Let other's believe that you're bad or maybe worst, let them think. You just keep enjoying your best version and never leave this version for anyone.🍁❤️
Drop a heart ❤️ if you can relate.