I know I will be physically put to test this month. I will totally drain myself as I am still finding my footing in this new era of my life. TBH, I am really overwhelmed right now with everything that is happening. As I am trying to adapt and adjust, I find myself lacking at times. It's a total 180 from someone who is a league on his own in a group to someone who is now the rookie in a group of been there done that. Sometimes, I wish I am more equipped and prepared but God put me in a place where I believe I should be. I am only drawing strength from Him these days. He is able to place me in here fast track so I know He will help me catch up with everybody faster too. As much as I don't want to put pressure on myself, it can't be helped because I am now working with the Top in the industry and it comes with it.